How Can You Tell If You Grew Closer To God and In Torah? | TORAH FOUNDATION (20) 

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Everyone remembers the frustration they had as a child when the adults said 'you'll understand when you grow up.' The truth is that they were more right than we realized at the time.  

This simple reality is one of the critical understandings that a person has to have in order to attain healthy growth in Torah and closeness to HaShem. The Chovot HaLevavot explains that there are times we must use the tradition, and times to use logic.